AHHHhhh!!!!! 4 hari amik ubat, gula turun more than 2 points. 10 hari amik ubat naik pulak 4 points!!!! Confirm tension punyer pasal!! No, its not work.... it's me..... and my pathethic needy self....

I dont really like me right now...... In denial for so long.... repeating the cycle of self-abuse, self-delusions, desperation......

Oprah is right! U can't loose weight unless u can fix you... the inner you..... N0w i appreciate why God let me be single for so long.. maybe forever.... I am such a great candidate for an abused wife... with the classic characteristics of a counselor - kuman seberang laut nampak, gajah depan mata tak nampak...

I gotta help me!!...!!

Takkan nak tukar amik insulin pulak kot....

Eid Mubarak

Syawal is coming again..... and i am sleepyyyyy....... Later.....

Al-fatihah

Yasmin Ahmad had passed on. At the peak of her life. When her work and passion is accepted, admired and celebrated all over the world. May she rest in peace.

I love her work. I may not agree with everything she had to say, but i understand her perspective. As a story teller she did it humbly, she connects with hearts and minds. Her petronas ads were wonderful. She is sooo young.

Her death brought a rude awakening to my own vulnerability. I suffer a slow, silent killer... only occasionally showing itself and shocking me to realisation. The bisul episode..., other than the obvious embarassment, is a knock to the head. How fast it progresses, how slow it heals, the risks i faced if things go wrong.

Death can come calling at any time. I only hope God will let me repent and let my death and burial be in dignity to protect my loved ones.. amin...

Daripada Dia kita datang, kepadaNya kita kembali

Ibu kawan baik ku kembali ke rahmatullah sekejap tadi. No warning... mak dia muntah, sesak nafas, dibawa ke hospital dan menghembuskan nafas terakhir. Yesterday, a relative met his Maker. Just a few days ago, adik ku kehilangan janin yang dikandungnya selama 5 bulan, setelah 2 bulan terpaksa tinggal di hospital. About a week earlier, one of my officer's father passed away. Before that two of my staff lost a parent. Not forgetting the recent death of Michael Jackson.

Al-fatihah untuk semua yang kembali kepada Nya. Death comes without warning..... But it is a warning for us...., who should listen....

Semuga Allah menempatkan mereka semua bersama orang-orang yang diredhaiNya.

The Eyes

Looks like the one up there? Hehe.. That's the state of the eyes after one week. The good doctor gave me another 2 days mc. But i want to be in ofice this monday.. Too much to do.. and too much left behind already.. I hope it'll get better tomorrow...

The accident!!!

Here's the photos...

"Bloggers Have No Privacy" - Ooopss!!!

No privacy for anonymous bloggers in London here. Hmm.. wonder when that ruling would be followed by the courts here...

Heyy no worry, I'm just small fish.....