Kelantan - my journey so far....

It's been more than 3 months since i first reported for duty in Kota Bharu. It feels like a year have pass.....what did that tell you? So many things have happened ... my feelings have been up and down so many times.... in such a short time since I've been here....I'm feeling old.... and that is not a good thing...

My relationship with the hubby has entered a new level of trials and tribulations... Never have i feel so tested..!! Diuji begitu hebat that i feel so down and almost give up... I've even thought about giving up many times.... But reality sets in.....and I am trying to live my life with that reality everyday...

God is great...and humans, being human always thought things would go as they plan...but it never really does....because God have different plans for us.... and only when we are severely tested, would we be close to Him..at least that's the way it is for me... When i feel like there's no one out there for me... Allah is there....and the conviction in my belief..would always support me and carry me through...

They always say marriage is not easy... but you will never understand the meaning of that phrase until you are in the thick of it... and now i understand why some women would prefer to stay married despite problems they faced, they persevere....

Enough about my personal life.... what can i say about Kota Bharu..? and Kelantan in general....well this may make my friends who are Kelantanese upset...but, I can't find it in my heart to like this place....yet... I may change my mind later on.. but for now...there are more things that i dislike rather than like about it.

Haru-biru....there did not seem to be any planning in the 'town planning' of this place.. serious..!!! And where / what is the Jabatan Perparitan and Saliran doing? The floods in town area is largely contributed or caused by human mistakes..!! There is NO Monsoon Drain in Kota Bharu..!! I repeat..NO Monsoon drain..!!  No network of drainange facility that i can see.... This is a very badly planned and managed town..!!

That's just for a start... there'll be more....in my other postings...

Change is the only constant thing in life..

Another transfer....This time farther away than before ..maybe not in terms of distance.. Sarawak is further away, but certainly in terms of traveling time back to my father's house. It's a smaller state, but definitely with more challenges.

Kelantan....looking for a house is difficult..it's also the monsoon season, it would be terrible if Kota Bharu is flooded... The water woes... I can't believe at first that people had to buy a pump-engine to pump water from the pipes..!!! Not to mention having to pump water from boring wells - where sometimes you'll get yellowish, smelly water..... Why can't they just vote BN for one lousy term to settle the water problems in Kelantan. After that you can vote PAS again if you want..


 I can't imagine how it'll be living there... It would be awkward staying with the in-laws for the time being too... Hope everything would turn out fine ...God works in mysterious ways....

Babies all around..!!

With marriage you will get instant additional family. My other half's sister had a daughter late last year.. she's growing up so fast..!! The best thing is she is such a happy child.. smiling at the mere mention of her name.... umairah - the red one..!!

Updates..!!!!

Okay... this blog have been inactive for a loong time.... Lots of things have happened... In October 2010 i finally got married..

Mazuin got married too...!!!

The rioting case is proven - the accuseds have to enter their defence... that would be interesting indeed..

The Sani Ekspress case is proven - the driver (accused) have to enter his defence too.... wonder what he will say...

Of course there's another accident case that may end up with a charge...

Moved to a new rented house right smack in the middle of Ipoh..

Moved to a new office at 4th floor of SUK building..!!!

Trying to sell my car....

Got into the Istana's compound & Balairong seri...

Got a pingat...!!! (that will be a new posts..)

Hmmm.. will update again later..... Certainly life is full & I'm looking forward to whatever will be...

Pudu Jail

Read about the fall of Pudu prison wall in the papers today. Just now i read someone's FB talking proudly about being held in remand at the prison for taking part in an illegal assembly...!! Bangga giler dia... ada akai ka? tak suka, tak suka..!! Aku rasa macam dia mencemarkan kenangan bapaku di sana..

Yupp..!! My father spend 3 years in death row in Pudu jail after the Bintang Tiga rebellion. He and friends were charged and convicted for murder and rioting in Raub Pahang. Some people refer to the incident as the 'Batu Malim riot'. Fortunately his appeal to the Privy Council was allowed and he was set free.

He was detained there for defending this beloved country.. going against the Bintang Tiga's army bent on terrorising and driving away the people in their quest to take over this country. He spilled his blood for the nation..!! In my eyes, my father is a real hero..!!

That's my sis with my 85 years young father....

Baby Rayyan

Alhamdulillah... another cucu for me... and that makes ... hmmm.. almost 10.... God..!! How time flies.... Welcome to the world babe..!!

Snipers and professional demonstrators..!!

I never intended to post about the work i do in this blog.. i wouldn't want to accidentally leak anything sensitive or confidential or subjudice.. But what happened on the 13th may in court and what i found posted on someone's facebook and blog changed my mind. I guess i shouldn't be surprised by the completely one-sided view of the fb and blog owner, but.. seeing the person's educational background.. i must admit it was dissappointing..

This fella was going on and on about kesusahan of having to attend court to face a charge of being involved in illegal assembly... but.. HEYYY..!!! berani buat berani tanggung la..!! Apa makna perjuangan kalau tak sanggup menghadapi akibatnya..??? Takde sapa paksa ko pegi berhimpun secara haram dan buat kacau dengan polis k..!! bangga ditangkap kerana prinsip kononnya.... jangan la komplen pasal susah pergi court to face the charge..!! Takder cuti lagi la, kene amik unpaid leave la....

Dalam bicara baru tau pasal kehadiran sniper (penembak tepat) polis dalam satu-satu unit PORU/FRU. Dia ingat prosecutor tak tau.. rahsia bocor konon.. kalu dia perhati betul-betul setiap dvd yang menunjukkan all 3 PORU/FRU troops tu - seme ada sniper yang dok dekat Commander troop.. and seme pegang M16...!! Goes to show how intent they were on creating chaos sampai tak perasan komposisi troop yang mengawal ketenteraman awam yang ko bagi kecoh tuh..!! Yang dorang tau berdemo jer.. Sana demo, sini demo.. dah jadi profession pulak.

Tapi elok la dia tau sekarang... bagi tau seme orang.. Dah tau jangan pandai-pandai bawak bebudak pergi perhimpunan haram korang tu..!! Jadi apa-apa, korang boleh kene charge under Child Act for exposing a child to danger..!!

Anyway, segak jugak sniper ni kan..! Kan..?