Pleasure and pain of 1st love..

I finished the 302 case in 1 1/2 day..!! We manage to complete even the Defence case and the Judge made the order to send the accused to the care of Hospital Bahagia, Tjg Rambutan where he will stay there at the pleasure of the Ruler.

Over the Hari Raya Haji and Saturday at home, with the korban and kenduri ... even today.. i keep remembering the look of pain, helplessness and utter sadness on the face of the victim's boyfriend.... as he looked and identified the victim's pre-post-mortem photo. What misery and suffering he had to go through... looking at that photo, when in the morning before he left for work, he must have seen her wonderful, cute smiling face saying goodbye.....

And to know his 1st love, died... brutally murdered in the hands of his own deranged father....... He was 19 and she was only 17.... in the throes of first love.... It was just over a year ago... Has he moved on...?? How do u move on from something so tragic... the lost of a 1st love, would always be bittersweet... but to loose her in this way......

I hope he will heal.... time is the healer for all sadness..... most important thing, i hope he'll find peace and closure......

Musang gilerr!!

What's with me and crazy people???? My officer who collapsed in court 2 weeks ago had chest pain in court this morning. She really needs to have a full medical check-up. Bahaya betoll.... I don't want any officer getting a stroke in my watch... walaupun penyakitnya bermula sebelom aku datang..

Thing is... now i have to take over her murder case tomorrow and next day... and guess what? Crazy accused again!! mannn....!! Tak tido lagi la malam ni nak baca fail.... its been really crazy coming back with this KPI thing by the Chief Justice!! Kejar KPI sampai tak der perasaan, tak der pertimbangan langsung!!

Aku dah stress mula la... MAKAn!!!.. Balik court sempat singgah mini market carik bende nak dimakan. And this blog will be updated selalu coz i need to be SANE!!! Arrgghh!!

Terpaksa la ku pendam cita2 nak carik MC untuk balik raya ..sob...sob...

Musang rupanya..

Hari ni aku sambung kes bunuh oleh orang gila. Saksi awam... aku panggil ketua kampung. Nice man.. tapi hujung2 keterangan dia buat formal complaint against police yang katanya lambat sampai tpt kejadian sedangkan dekat jer BP tu.. Aku biar aja la... dia nak cakap apa...

Pastu panggil ayah mangsa. Mula2 steady.. okay jer. Pastu aku trpaksa tunjuk gambar mayat anak dia... wala weii.. syian... bergenang dan gugur la air matanya.. aku pun sebak.. terpaksa minta stand down jap.... It's still traumatic, its still new after all... aku cadang nak tunjuk vcd dari cctv kat dia tapi dia mintak tolong taknak tgk vcd tu.. dia tak sanggup... nasib baik lawyer bg undertaking tak akan persoalkan isu tu..

Esok nak panggil 2 lagi saksi yang sure akan nangis gak la... Ishhh... sian....

Musang!!

Ahad, n I'm back in the office. Semalam jer take some time off temankan kawan pi pasang vcd/mp3/gps/reverse video/etc.. kat keta dia. Jeles giler aku... satu jer masalahnyer.. GPS cakap cina!! tehehehe... suka ati ko la labu..!!! Tapi terang giler video reverse tu.. Nak promo kat norizan la.. senang dia nak parking belakang. All in RM1500.00!! Mak aiiii!!.. Tapi reverse camera tu RM300 jer.. Boleh la.. sebab nak beli volvo S80 sampai biler pon tak mampu kan.. ahakks!!

Tapi boys mcm tu la kan... boy's toys..!! Tak paham aku... i get the GPS (i dont i need it tho.. jarang aku sesat, kalau sesat pon.. well,.. take it in stride), i get the reverse video, tapi nak tgk movie sambil bawak keta... aku rasa bahaya to pemandu. But kalau co-pilot ko selalunyer tido..!! well this would help la.. jgn tgk blue sudah hahaha

Eiffa, know any doctor in ipoh? wa nak MC la khamis nanti.. takleh cuti..... sedeyy .. Dato' manja tu kemut byk pasal nak mintak balik awal nih... tak larat nak tgk muka kusam dan masamnyer itu..huhu..

Arggh!! banyak g fail nihhhh!! Nak tgk kes esok g... ishh....

Back again!!!

Ke sini lagi aku.. 16 November 2009.. back in Ipoh. The place seems a little different, lebih sempit, wow... what a candidate for 5S hahaha... i'm going to seriously consider it. It has lots of positive value, after u get past all the tadika creativity that they asked u to do.. heheh..

anyway.., 1st day in and... next day its murder!!!... I had to stay up all nite reading the case, have to get the story inside my head so i could examine witnesses even without preparing questions.. Tragic case too. A life too young, cut short by a brutal hand of an insane person.. dying in front of her sister who frantically tried to help ... but fail...

Fortunately i only have time to call 4 formal witnesses. The judge was understanding enough to let me have another date so i could handle a part heard drug case. The officer who was supposed to handle it collapsed in court last week and still recovering... Ever heard of a magistrate or judge collapsing in court out of exhaustion? Naaah... easy job.... perintah orang jer.. and kejar KPI yang unrealistic. I dont think they've heard of "Justice hurried is justice buried".

So not enough sleep again yesterday and last night.... reading up the drug case, turned out its a s.27 info too... trial within a trial... long drawn out... and i'm not even sure the info is going to be admissible. Well... have to try anyway... Good thing the IO is good, experienced, know how to tackle a question without much prodding from me..

File dalam bilik dah stacking up already.. Lambat balik la nampaknya... I have to change the system... I DONT WANT OSMANG's life!!!!! I have a life okay!!!!

Pening dah ni tak cukup tido.....

Tapi apapun.. aku tgk muka2 staff happy la aku balik... COZ' I'M NOT OSMANG!!!! ;)

Sorang jer muke kelat gilerr.... sapa lagi kalau bukan Dato' Manja tu..!! Aku dengar masa farewell OSmang yang dibuat begitu cepat!! (bengang la aku punyer farewell tangguh punya la lama n aku tak dpt datang pon!!) siap sebak Dato' Manja tuhhh... wa cakap lu... menghargai Osmang yang 'no nonsense' katanya.. (Abis aku nih full of nonsense la yerrrr???)..

Takper, takper, nasib baik ko tak hensem Dato'.. aku sikit tak kisah.. aku pn tak berapa nak suker kat ko k.... adiosss!!